Time to grow up

Ive been waiting for the day I learn to accept myself & seperate myself from others. 25 is not an easy age Nor is it for all the youth in this day and age ...i was one to party and feel the need to belong. I knew i was a leader but im a bit eccentric & many people didnt want to give me the time of day. A box is not what i live in & society tends to live that way. However, god gave me many gifts & now i plan to entirely fulfill my role and use all of these blessings to better myself, grow up while staying young at heart & spiritually touching others. If i party and play with the crowd, i may never grow SO now its official , im growing up..

What is manual Labor Like FOR A GIRL?

I gotta say Farming & House cleaning comes along way Minus the fact that it gives you major back pain.... I LIKE WORKING FOR MYSELF. Thank god im stretching & doing a small amount of pilates exercises. However, the strainy pain is still there. I almost miss being a girl who gets to wear makeup & dress up along with standing tall with posture in the real job world. But hey Im 25 & I got bills to pay. I decided not to smoke cigs all day, Rid partying & surround myself with winners. God gave me manual labor but as a girl, He shall heal my back pain. i Think & believe i truly deserve that. At least im not complaining & being in the sun helps as long as Im not doing it all day. The house cleaning, well thats a different story. Hopefully i do not kill myself LOL.

Where do we go now?

Today I am finally realizing:

there is no need for cursing...its a word of crap & its nothing but trouble. If i say fuck or shit or slut or douchebag, who am I to spread that negative crapola? Its obviously not doing jack for society. 

there is no need for dependence on other people to make you happy....why? so you could feel like you need to die once its over. Itll end if you do nothing but fret on how to keep people on a leash esp when you do not stop yourself. Independence is the key to love & love is a matter of can you seperate & will you always look at a stranger and threaten them with your eyes because they are just looking? I wouldn't want that feeling, nor would i ever want my significant other to think or perceive that. No way Jose!

Where does money go....it doesn't stay in your hand & nor does it last long.When people say I have money, will you even always have that money? its a Huge circle jerk ...its good to spend if its going to goodness & actual life. But when you buy buy buy or use use use, will it buy you what you always wanted? And will your kids appreciate you in the long run? Will you be the loaded guy with the young female who uses you for what you have? deep down itll never feel that good . When i get money some day, which could be today :), I know im gonna know where itll go. Itll go up always :)

How do you feel about others.& what do you believe......we all know People are up and down and in and out.... what do you believe? i believe in god .I know people will let you down. It doesn't matter if you are good or bad! we are human!

Chalk it Out :) & LiVe It UP*

 I did this randomly for the outdoor life of childish fun with the chalk. CAN YOU DIG?

Live like a child & encourage a child to stay young with their spirit

Festivals are their very own worlds: Vacations from the real world. Everyone is super friendly. Just be weary and watchful, drugs are everywhere. Im a show junkie So id be the one to go all alone in the future and be sober minded...meeting the people you do is incredible FYI........God really gave me the best memorable summer before my life picks up entirely :)        

Death cab for cutieMeet me on the equinox 


Michael franti & the spearheadHey world...This man was sent from GOD!  He speaks the truth

Lupi fiasco...  I DIDNT CARE SORRY The show goes on 

Modest MouseFloat on LIVE...quality isnt mind FYI....found it on youtube But hey i was in the crowd hey hey hey :)

Jack white..I missed this guy! No biggie whatsoever


The killers  New single Runaway LIVE    excellent performers...They even had fireworks shoot from both sides of the stafe

Black keys Tighten up LIVE...missed a great deal of their performance :) ...could hear them though

awolnation

grouplove Colours ...one of the few I missed!

silversun pickupsLazy eye  ...I only caught their last song

 JOHN LEGEND

John legend Ordinary People Beautiful man & even better voice 

 was in this crowd. I touched the balloon :)

Flaming LipsDo you realize This is some hypnotizing psychological CANNOT EVEN EXPLAIN IT. One experience of a lifetime and last. I could write a book on this. it taught me u only live once and it gave me a lesson ill be forever grateful for...learning lesson that is...thank god I wake up haha. Guiness book of world records congrats 8 shows in 24hours but hmmm what did that take beside dedication lol.

ID DANCE TO POLICA EVERYDAY

Polica  Best Music to dance to @ entire festival! 

CakeSheep go to heaven LIVE...another old schooler :)

Wallflowers  ...I  missed them though...my 90s music :(

Awaken the soul with REAL GOOD MUSIC +++

There really Ain't no Reason. This song is the truth though  Brett Dennen...seriously there is no reason we live the way we do....we live in insanity and that just is normal for us unfortunately  but we all do have choices

Soul Full Michael Franti FYI, he literally brings the sunshine out :)  Mountian jam woodstock ny june 2012  +  firefly festival Dover, DE july 2012

Old school Jewel Hands

Joan osborne ONE OF US

Just give me your eyes  Christian singer

Gotye keep your eyes wide open     phenomenol performer & meaningful for sure  March 2012 Terminal 5 NYC

I crowd surfed to Awolnation     ..Firefly Festival De DOVER JULY 2012...he even had a GRACE tattoo on his arm(1st brave crowdsurf).Watch there is really a battle on both shoulders except the devil is usually right before your eyes opposed to just being on either side..just be aware..theres always a right & wrong

I could do this all day. Music is one of my hugest passions but everyone keep in mind, There is always light at the end of the tunnel & with god all things are possible...miracles are endless if we keep our eyes and mind focused on the good word & the good life which is always real as much as we can allow it to be.

What does Your name mean? Is it a gift

In biblical meaning, Casey means brave. And I know exactly what it means to be bold. In order to believe in god you have to be bold, and in order to be an adrenaline junkie, you have to be as well.

Ive been skydiving, ziplining, cliff jumping, Kingda ka ing (six flags adventure in nj) or at least ive done all these. I like living this way because i know i deserve it & i walk in my spirit which is led only be good ...god is good.  Ive also survived a bit of a warzone and i plan to keep on getting up everytime I fail Because there are always those trials and tribulations.
so what does your name mean & do you feel like you are a gift Because i know we all are true gifts from our good ol pal god.