Time to grow up

Ive been waiting for the day I learn to accept myself & seperate myself from others. 25 is not an easy age Nor is it for all the youth in this day and age ...i was one to party and feel the need to belong. I knew i was a leader but im a bit eccentric & many people didnt want to give me the time of day. A box is not what i live in & society tends to live that way. However, god gave me many gifts & now i plan to entirely fulfill my role and use all of these blessings to better myself, grow up while staying young at heart & spiritually touching others. If i party and play with the crowd, i may never grow SO now its official , im growing up..