Im unfortunately decision indecisive

I may be like everyone else when it comes to figuring out what i want. Haha but i highly doubt it. But then again you never know. Im currently facing "do i want to leave my apt where my landlord sucks" or do i want to pack my big mess of stuff & transport it to a new location. And for my career path, I have just started to establish a business, but that stuff is pretty unpredictable considering no one has money today for a housecleaner. I almost wish i could be a famous artist and know id be fairly well off. But people cannot even afford art today. They are lucky enough if they can pay their bills ...yowch. Eh i know i could use my brain for college, but will there even be careers by the time Id even graduate. I know someone cannot tell me what to do, other than my higher power aka jesus christ ....however, sometimes like everyone else, we look to our friends or our family.....but what do we want...what do i really want? Its in my heart and all of our hearts. No distractions. How can i make a decision when im constantly in a cluster. hehe. IM STILL indecisive about my decision to post this....we will see if i make the decision i need not only with posting this but in life!   wish me luck!